haiix...

haiix...this time reali cant b happii anymore le...saddiess..sum1 say she don wanto patch le..haiix...4eva wont le...i wanto wait 4 her actu de...but i lose all my hopes le...i lose trust n confidence in myself le..i love her...i juz love her deeply..but now...i wanto try n gif up..haiix...i reali cant b wif u liao ma?...reali cannot gif mii 2nd chance ma?...i no u ignore mi gt reason de...ish this reason de..i no le..i finally no le..but i cant belive myself...i reali wanto tel u tt...i love u still..wat ish this world all abt?...y ish love exist in this freaky world..y muz i haf this freakin pro abt love?..i reali don no lo..i juz no i feelin veri sad now..reali cant cure my saddness le..

eileen..last time de u n mii can b happii de..but y u don wan to return back to the past..if we start all over again..i can promise u i wil mak u happier den last time..but now..u reali gif up to mak this relationship happen..haiiz...no use le...miracles reali do not happen to mii liao..wat can i do now?...my mind ish blank..i only no..i wan to luv u..i juz wan u to return back to mii..juz a offer frm u...

haiix...wat i say don cum true de lahx..she has made up her mind not to patch le..wat can i do..juz wait 4 time to cure lo..juz wait 4 her lo...but i no wait 4 a person ish veri sad de..*depressed mode*

bitter cry...heart-broken

`?i wonderin u stil lik mii ma?`