everiting fine?

hmmm...after a day....sch as usual lo..nth much mahx...but i did admire those hu spend valentine day wif their love ones...hmm...hope they wil stay long long de...heez...sch was ok lahx...juz tt i nd to xi guan my environment n surroundings...i use to tok alot...but now..in class only study study n study...yeah...i no trigo le..finally no le..tml test sure pass de...haha...hmmm...donno y...2B pe tt time...i don notice de...but my frends all notice the pe...den i go n see...its 2B de...watchin secretly tt eileen ish doin great...smilin happiily...i also quite happy ler...haha...she throw javenline veri cute..bleahx...hmmm...den after recess ish total defence prog lo...can say...quite ok lahx...BW was amusin..heez...after sch stay back n do revision...hmm...i saw her in canteen at 3 sumting...but i don dare to look at her...haiiz...hmmm...help michal n accompany to do proj lo...budden all the while ish i crap wif them lahx...haha...they laugh until don no wat..heez..hmmm...juz alot of craps can liao lahx...haha...nth much to say liao..

after all this while...i haf been tinkin tt..y muz mii n her exist in relationship?..y muz i ask her on the 5th of sept?..if the day didnt cum..i wont haf soo much hardship in love le..after hwa ying..i tot she wil b the one hu can gif mii happiiness to cover up ying..but i m rong..it wont last anyway...

i m fated to meet her..but not fated to b wif her..