sad....sad ting again....argh...

haiiz..my hart sank in an instant..i don no wat to do now..i stil lik her..mayb ish.i stil love her..her blog juz tell mii tt she lik sum1..haiiz..she ish a gd gal..sure ppl wil lik her de..my fragile hart ish goin to break into pieces again..veri soon it wil b small pieces..everitime..i wanto care 4 her..i wanto tok to her..budden..i juz felt a wind blowin mii back..mii n her reali cannot b together again le..but nvmm..cuz i understand..she don care mii either..i don no wat to do..confused at the moment..but i juz wana tell u tt..i don wanna gif up..if i gif up..it wil the end of my feelins 4 u..tears r droppin..hold it back..haiiz..i haf lose this freaky love tingy..i no i cant b wif u anymore..i no i cant let u haf the happiiness either..haiiz..if the guy love u too..treasure him..muz treasure...juz lik the last time u treasure mii litat..

u don no how much i love u...haiiz...i reali miss 2005 sept 5th...wen we were a happii couple...wen we were happiily together...wen everi mornin..i go to canteen n find u...n sweet talk..n find out wat haf u been doin..many times ur health cant tak it..n u r sick everitime..i always tell u to takcare..i juz love ur smile wen u say..'okay'..i juz love the everi words frm u...i juz love to takcare of u...cuz u r my only 1 tt time..i juz only wanto love u..juz wanto love u n takcare of u...nth else in my mind..cuz i tell myself not to hurt u..i don no y..times goes by wil haf various tings happen...haiiz..is this the fate i haf everitime?...sob...tell u truly actu i hav not 4gt everiting...i haf not stop lovin u too...i wanto try my best to lik another person to 4gt u..but i cant..i cldnt 4gt u..cuz u haf marked a deep impression to mii..for now..u haf found a person u lik...i haf nth to say...but i juz had to let u go..i juz had to see u admirin the guy u lik..i juz had to see u leavin mii far far away...but i don wanna gif up juz litat..cuz my feelins haven leave mii...i don no wen wil b the time i stop lovin u..