saturday...nth to crap lahx..haiiz...

hmmm...today sat..went to arcade lo..b4 tt..eat mac lo..heez...den arcade..heez..hmmm..didnt play anyting bahx..cuz no money also..haha...met up wif clar..sandra..cedric...n eileen..hmm..last min saw her de..hmmm..den b4 tt...go n buy xin yi's present lo..wif chin ping..haha..no much unqiue de lahx..heez..juz a . . . . . . . . ...haha..cannot say...bleahx...hmmm..den after tt..went to scgh to play rounders lo...yeahx..win 1st 2 inning...but 3rd innin rainin..soo watch bball match lo..hmmm..i now tinkin..how wonderful wif church frends..heez..hmmm..den went back to northpoint..ate dinner wif wx..den go hm lo..slack at hm as usual...tok on fone wif clar..haha..nice person worx...can accompany mii de..heez..mostly ish i fan her de..lol...

hmmm...tokin abt stead...i saw her blog..hmmm..if she reali confess to the person..i wil gif my blessings..i now only can see her wif other guys..i cant even properly chat wif her..budden..i wil gif my blessings..even though i now stil lik her..i cant do anyting..i also cant stop her frm likin any1..even though i stil cant 4gt her..even though i stil wish to b wif her..even though i stil wan to gif myself 1 more chance to take care of her..to gif love n concern..budden..all of these wil not exist anymore..cuz we r totally lost in contact..we r totally strangers..

i cant stop myself frm losin feelins to u..mayb i m reali dedicated to u..mayb ish tt..i don wanto lose u..