mood:moodless

hmmm.today nth much ar.i watched hei tang ma qi duo in the afternn frm 2 - 6.wahxx...but only can watch 3 ep.sians.hmmm.den go to toa payoh lo.hmm.today no mood to tok abt anyting.haiis.i juz don understand y ar.wil family members don support each other?.haiis.i recently learnt piano.budden.i learnt piano 4 sum reasons.to build up my music foundation n also wanto help my church in music ministry.this ish 1 of my dream.not frm young.but frm pri sch.i wanted to help in church 4 music.butbut.my family don support mii.frankly speaking.frm young.i love music veri much.donno y.this ish my interest bahx.but along the way wen i m walking the path towards the success of music.many friends n even family discouraged mii.my uncle.my grandmother don support mii.even there was 1 time wen another uncle asked mii to join sum competition.my grandmother will say:''aiya.his voice cant mak it de lahx".haiis.this ish y i don haf much confidence in music den.frankly speaking.i had failed 4 times in audition.be it in sch or church.i had once wanted to gif up music.budden.i have to perservere.reli had to perservere den can see the beautiful results.abt the money of my piano fees.i promise myself i wil return them everi single cent.but in the end.stil nobody believe mii.i believe myself tt i had to work hard to earn money.can sum1 hu read this post encourage mi?.i reli nd sum supports n encouragment to move on now.even if my family don support mii.i still haf u all.