we had known each other since Feb 8 2009. Its more than 2 months and i am delighted that i had known u. Remember that wen the 1st time i saw u, i wanted to know u and not only know u...i want to befriend with you. Feb 8 2009 made us talk to each other, all thanks to Thomas. as usual, magic is my bridge to get close to you. But u seems to not enjoy magic but u choose to support me a lot and help me. Balloons are your favourite now and i hope u will continue to maximize ur balloons talent and don gif up. I will get u into alpha plus and u will become a creative balloonist. Days after days, i spend much more time with u den all of my frends and i did not regret it at all, even though, i haf no confidence to see u. Because, the ans is getting near and i m very scare. I will not get used to it if i didnt walk xiaobai wif u at nite and i had already get used to u and ur character. I may not know u longer den him but i remb everiting that we had gone thru, be it the happiiness, the sadness, the quarrels and the sweetness. I yearn to brim back my caring self to u but i had no confidence already, my confidence level is dying, i m scare to lose u, but i like u even more than last time. i hope ur heart don leave me, don fade away. i wish u would love mi the way i love u. I m realising my mistakes again and again and i m changing, because of u...i m willing to change and i don wanto be a stubborn Norvin again.

i reli hope my efforts don gone to waste.
i still wan u to gif mii tissue to wipe my face wen i haf oil.
I still wan u to tell mii not to eat soo fast wen i m hungry.
I still wan u to help mii tidy my collar wen it seems not in order.
I still wan u to help mii play my facebook wen i m busi.
I stil wan u to tell mii not to gif up in my magic.
I still wan u to tidy up my magic props.
I still wan u to gif mii inspirations in my magic.
I still wan u to acc mii in my rehearsal.
I still wan u to worry abt mii wen i m havin troubles.

I wanto be ur clown everiiday, to make u happii everiday, everi hr, everi min and everi sec. I wanto be ur entertainer wen u are sad. I wanto be ur listening ear wen u had someting to tell mi. I wanto lend u my shoulders wenever u want to. I wanto be ur punch bag wen u wanto rant. And lastly, i wanto be ur boyfriend be it now, future or nxt life.

my life totally change because of u and u made mii smile everiday, i never felt this way before and i cannot explain this feelings

i m loving u and i m sure my feelings will last very long because you are the gal that is soo special to me and is impossible to find, impossible to find.

May 20th 2009, leaving or staying ?