i really let go ler.

y??

bcuz i wan her to be happy..i m not good for her...character also not match....everiting seems not rite btween us...not veri rite...yes...i m tired...bcuz...i feel that i cant feel ur love....u haf loved mii b4...but i juz cant feel it...but i feel hurt....hurt wen u misunderstand mii..i really did tot of u...if not...i didnt even wanto think of makin surprises for u...i did think of u...i miss u veri much...i donno this time, m i makin the rite decision...i no i cant change it already.,..i feel soo empty..soo lost...i reli wish tt we could go back to the time when we are tgt...i reli did care for u..and for alpha plus thing...i wan u to join as i wanto be wif u..and we haf the common interest..not only alpha plus don haf much balloonist.but i also wan u to earn.i wanto help u..yet misunderstood again.haiis.i haf took up much time for u.even i skip church sometimes bcuz of u...i wanto care for u the way i m...but u juz don feel it...i donno y....mayb we are juz not meant to be...i did not tink of myself only...i did tot of u...i hope we can still be best frend as ever...i love u....but we cant be tgt...loving some1 did not haf to be tgt...juz see him/her happy will do....everitime i see u n chou tgt.is much more happier den mii...u 2 are compatible...i m nth...i m the 1 tt always make u angry...i tink he is the 1 tt can reli gif u happiness..if u 2 are tgt...i gif my utmost blessing...

i miss u veri much...

but i had to leave u...